| I might be leaving soon. |
[Jan. 21st, 2008|12:24 am] |
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As in the United States. I am thinking of moving to a far away place, like Europe or Brasil. I am very serious about this. I have some what of a game plan to go and am trying to figure out work abroad programs right now. I have taken it upon myself to apply for different programs all day today. I hope I get a response. We will see what happens but I hope this works out for me. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2007|10:58 pm] |
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Encontré a esta chica asombrosa el fin de semana. Ella es impresionante. Quiero todo acerca de ella. Ella es magnÃfica, chistosa, su personalidad es gran, apenas por todas partes impresionante. Espero que las cosas trabajen fuera entre nosotros. Yo no he sido este feliz en el tiempo largo. Ella me hace feliz. soleada de sonrisa de una de azules y de ojos |
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[Jun. 12th, 2007|11:04 am] |
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if i had a birthday party again this year, who would attend?? |
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| Over due for an update. |
[Jun. 4th, 2007|07:43 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Mr. Boombastic. - Shaggy | ] |
So I decided that I am over due for an update.
There have been a lot of things going on in my life as of late. Both good and bad but it seems like there are a lot more bad, at least IMO.
Good -
-Got a promotion at my job and finally making double digit pay per hour.
-Hopefully moving out soon closer to Akron. A single bedroom apartment around Cuyahoga Falls. I already know the apartment complex I want to move into, I just have to see if there is vacancy.
-Started dancing games again because Parmatown got a Nova. I really missed hanging out with sweet people like Kevin Boddy, Pirin, Jimmy, Xavier, and others.
-I had a sweet time in Florida for the most part. There were a few things that were lame but I tried not to let them bother me because I was on vacation.
-Going to FFA tournament with sweet people in 2 weeks.
-Bad -
-Rochelle. EOS
-Adam Cohen and I have fallen out. :( I miss his good company. I want us to be bestest buds again like we used to be. He is a great guy regardless what others say.
-I have been seeing a Therapist. He tells me I have a severe aniexty disorder and something called Body Dismorphic Syndrome. I think things are wrong with me, physically, when in fact the reality is the total opposite. I pretty much think I am overweight and fat when my BMI is almost a 19 which would classify me as underweight. I have been cutting weight for no apparent reason and even got as low as 120lbs, which is super super light. Right now I weight about 135.
-I also have no self esteem or self confidence in myself. Its kinda like being depressed but constantly thinking something is wrong with me. The anxiety disorder doesn't bother me as much because everyone has stress and anxiety.
-My sister is pregnant.
-Rochelle.
-I don't talk to my grandparents on my mom's side anymore. I guess they don't like me anymore because but love my sister. I guess its because I am not pregnant and she is. I've never known my dad's side of the family. I never conversed with his side.
-I feel like I don't have any friends anymore. Ones that I can do things outside of dance simulators. Even though I have been really enjoying Simulated Dancing I want to hang out with people outside of that.
I want to start or join a co-ed soccer league. I think that would be fun. I hate myself. |
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[May. 4th, 2007|09:59 pm] |
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i have an interview at Zales Jewelers at South Park Mall on monday for an assistant manager position. i hope that goes sweet because working at a jeweler would make me even more of a baller than i already am. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2007|12:23 am] |
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i'm going to ghost ride the whip tomorrow. |
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| 18 Months, a long time to throw away. |
[Apr. 1st, 2007|11:10 am] |
So its official. Rochelle and I are done. 18 months in the making, its all gone. Basically here is what went down.
Last summer, July time, she went on vacation for two weeks. While her and her family were on vacation they went to Texas to visit some family friends that her parents have known for like 20yrs or some shit. They have a 18yr old son and to sum it up, some shit went down between her and him. She told me that she "just kissed him" but I don't play that shit. "just this" and "just that" don't go well with me. I forgave her and everything seemed to be cool. Thanksgiving rolls around and him and his family come up to visit for one day. Things were weird, I didn't bother to go over there and be with them. I just ignored it. Things were cool until she told me that for her spring break she was going down to visit them. Turns out she was going by herself "to visit the family." I just wasn't going to have that shit. I felt like she wanted to put me on hold while she went off and did her own thing. Turns out she had feelings for him after all. I told her I can't deal with her having feelings for two people. There is a little more than that but that is the jist of it. I don't feel like going over it again and again. If you care to know more call me, I will be willing to talk to ANYONE. I am always up for phone calls if I am not at work.
To sum it up
<3 Adam.
*Edit* - Not an April Fools joke. This may seem kinda harsh on my part by breaking up with her but there is more to the story that that. That is just the short, summed up version of what happened. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2007|11:38 pm] |
First update in almost 6months.
I broke up with Rochelle.
Peace nigga's. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|02:03 pm] |
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my friend died over the weekend in a motorcycle accident. lame as fuck. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|04:46 pm] |
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i dont talk to anyone anymore. its sad. :( |
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[Aug. 27th, 2006|07:58 pm] |
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i am giving up on the world. i am giving up on everyone. everyone except adam styles. i love him, and he might be the only person i love in this world. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|12:24 am] |
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i dont think i say this enough so i am going to emphasize it now, I FUCKING LOVE MR. ADAM STYLES. i have a lot to tell you, where have you gone?? |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|12:47 am] |
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since i am located in future time, i would just like to say happy birthday to mother fucking james kauffman. but he wont see this for another 2hrs. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|12:27 am] |
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Thanks for everyone who came to my party. I hope everyone enjoyed themselves. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2006|12:11 am] |
For everyone that needs my address to mapquest
8433 Whitewood Rd
Brecksville, OH 44141 |
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